Sunday, September 18, 2005

It's Come & Gone

Well September 17th has come & gone yet I am still pregnant. So it seems for the 1st date I will not be of the 5%. September 19th was the other due date I was given. I was never really attached to this date but @ this point I am clinging to it. Mike is sick today, and I believe laying in bed as I write this, so maybe it'll be today. I thought, to add a little more fuel to the fire, I would forego shaving my legs for today.

These last couple of weeks have been really tough. I'm basically sequestered to the house, @ least if I'm bymyself. Since Mike is still working & I cannot get my sister to visit me for anything, it is basically me & the dogs staring out the window. Yesterday Dana, Renae, Natalie & Felix came to visit. It was such a nice diversion. Mike & I would have basically just sat around waiting. Well I would have been waiting, Mike would have been playing Unreal Championship. As they were here I was a little saddened when I realized the swing we got so many weeks ago now had dust on it!!! The nursery seems like it's been empty so long now- to think a couple months ago I was stressed if we were going to get it done.

So not only am I basically homebound, I feel like a sloth. My brother said I seem pretty agile for my state but I feel so limited. Bending, walking, getting dressed are difficult. Since Rooney has dropped in the pelvis I can barely lift my leg and I walk as if I have a head in my pelvis. To see Renae, who had Felix 6 months ago, moving & seemingly feeling and looking normal, I am so jealous.

I think I'll go dust the nursery.

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